Happen is always meant to be happened

Sunday, Boring me:)

2010-09-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

I am so mad today.
Staying in my room the whole day.
Listening the only song, I have nothing by Whitney Houston.
Not only listening on her version.
Realised, Leona Lewis sang this song for her X-factor competition.
Charice, jennifer Hudson and a very young boy sang this song too.
Different singer brought different feeling.

Until the clock turns to 10, i know my birhtday is reaching very very soon in 2 hours.
This time i have decided to give myself a very simple celebration.
Therefore a very simple wish will be i hope my family can reunite this time.
I truly anticipate it will come true in one day.

Lastly, I wish myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY (so lame).

*Put the bad things behind and look forward for a new year.

Mess up my life

2010-07-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

now i felt how hard a long distance r/ship is...
Its been 3 weeks til now me and her seperated...
When everytime i saw her, i can felt the loneliness and sadness from her eyes...
I know how hard she was when she walking (should be rushing) to work and back to work yet she has to dapao her dinner back home and eat alone...this is only applicable to me but for her, it really need times to get used to it and i very heartache...
I just cant bare looking at her like that, taking bus on friday night and then back home on the sunday evening...it is exhaused and boring and this isnt a healthy life style...

sometimes my thought tell me why not i chose a job at KL just before she get a job in KL? so that, she wont to be so tough... OR why not she just find a job near me and we can see each other everytime?

Today, we went for our KIMCHI ramen again...this was just great that we back to our normal life but after all while thing suddenly upset me, she still has to pack her feeling and go back KL to work...things were so perfect that we actually studying at inti together, live in JB together and go study in australia together but now, everything has changed dramatically...

I used to love weekend cos i can always find her out and relax cos weekdays we were so busy about atudying..after graduated and start working, it turns another way round..i prefer weekdays instead as it removes all my bad moody thing aside..but somehow now,it ruins my weekend!!!!

I just hope this miserable 6 months can ended faster and i can see you whenever i can..love you__baby

testing (using phone to update blog

2010-07-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

yeah, i am using my n97 to write blog today..feeling so special about it:) since i have decided to write something here then i have really need to vomit something out here:)

these days is really busy and tired yet i felt very happy cos i found out that no matter how hard it is,i enjoyed much work now:)staying at the branch will/can allow me to forget the unhappy of me..but somehow, too concentrate on the jog let me realise i actually didnt meet my friend:( so sorry that i have forgotten to find you,call you or sms you..i m nt purposely to do that i have just no time to thing about the yamcha session..i promise once i settled everything i will give you all a call(proovide that i remember:)

time really flies,think bk,i was just attended my convo,after few days(suppose to be month) then is my best friend's huey lings convo.i hereby wishing you congratulatution la and all other friend as well.and you all can start finding job liao.your time to suffer lo:)once again,congratts:)

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2010-06-26T18:56:00.000-07:00

what is a happily ever after? what is so happy about leaving someone and then working on weekdays and sleep at night? how to work and ensure i can be the successful person? question question and question!!!this will never solve unless miracle happen now...

yeah, solving a problem can be very easy yet can be very critical...

However, i have no the strength anymore...i dun want it to be so hard...no matter how hard i plan, if i have no motivation, things will never solve...so pls, do give me some motivation and reward in order for me to continue my plan...

Next, do you agree sometimes we have to be jerk and be cruele . cos if we did not, we will never be treated fair.

sot sot de~

2010-04-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

These has been coming to my mind...
What is a human being process like?

born --> baby --> Child --> teenage --> adult --> old folk --> death

is this what a human being process like?

However, there is another notion:

study --->work --> get married --> have kids --> grow them Up -->do the same thing as me when i was young (spoon feed) --> then i die

how sad right?

bt no choice. whatever that i have made (no matter is right or wrong) i still have to continue my life. cos it is unchangeable for your previous life. what we can do is to plan for future so that, there is not black mark in your future:)

Congratulations, ellebeekay!!!

2009-11-28T16:53:00.000-08:00

Argh, is kinda lazy to start a blog but i have to finish it....

Yeah, guess what, LIAW BING KUN (me) has officially graduated. an official business degree holder. Congrats...congratsss and congrats to my baby Wang jing ting......haha

you know what? I Have been opened QUT website to check my result for 3 days but it did not release throughout these days..Feeling so nervous..Last time checking the result was yesterday night 12.30am and the result still hasn’t up yet so only then i go to sleep with a worried mode..UNTIL this morning 9.00 I was in my dream, Computer (jian sen) called me and he told me my result has been released in QUT website..I was like jumping from my bed and faster run towards my lappy and switch it on..Kanasai, the lappy took about 1 minutes + to get it start and my heart was kept popping...thinking, how was my result, how was it likely to be....until I finally open QUT website..DEN DEN...result really out...i got 6, 5, 5, 4...which is unbelievable...I pass all...me and baby both pass the exam and confirming that we can attend the convocation which held in Queensland Performing Art Centre...I have waited this moment for so so long...Plus it is held in QPAC.. a very nice place..will be taking a lot of photos until my cameras get cracks (impossible la). 16th December 2009, I am waiting for you..

QUEENSLAND PERFORMING ART CENTER

Furthermore, HL also gave me a surprise.. She bought me a graduation present..Thank you, Jael..:) But unfortunately, she can’t see her result until she reached Malaysia..Yeah she is going back to Malaysia today..so envy her cos I can’t go back now. have to attend convocation and work..what the hell...anyway, I wish you luck, Jael..Good result and have a nice summer holiday in Malaysia...:)

Bought by Jael - Bear

Meaningless maybe...

2009-11-20T21:30:00.000-08:00

Date: 21st November 2009
Time: 3.30pm
Weather: Hot
Emotion: Boring

It's Kinda boring today.To much activities been attempted few days ago and it makes my Saturday empty. been hanging out with friends. We rented car and started our journey to some new places, Beaches, Jupiter, Hardrocks, Farms, Vineyards and Paintballs. It was so much fun. Think back, This could be the last trip we ever gathered and met each others. Although,we are not so called the "best best friend" but maybe we will never see each other anymore. graduate one graduates, continue one continues. are we just lost contact like that? sigh!

However, No one will even bother he or she exist in their life and no one ever think of should i treasure him or her as real friend. Too much arguments was happened among us throughout the study life and no one will ever forget and asking for forgiveness cos an educated person will never like to lose once. this is what a degree student act like...

It 21st november today and i am gonna graduate soon. Start hunting for jobs and dun know which jobs is suitable for me. maybe it is too early for me to do all this stuff but i cant wait to step into working life...argghhh....

old people always said study is better than working but i dun believe it at all..i prefer working..cos i cant take it anymore with assignment and exams..so, aim for it...gogogo!!

26-10-2009 monday

2009-10-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

Date: 26th October 2009, Monday
Time:4.00pm
Weather: bad weather yet not rain
Emotion: sad yet a bit happy

After seeing these, again, you know what i want to express myself today ...To sum up, i felt so complicated these days. the same problem occured to me.. No matter how hard i tried, in the end, assignment still on the average and it needs final examination to boost up my final mark...haiyo, feel like hanging myself on the ceiling.(of cos i wont). Because i still want to attend my graduation on december...:)

I know i shouldnt expect much for my marks, but at least i should set a little expectation on myself ma..so that, compare to those lazy bum, i have face to faced my outcome..didnt you think so?Except thinking these silly thing, i also felt that, i am a weirdo person.i want to achieve high mark but dun want to put so much effort and try to find short cut for myself..But, people always thought me to study smart not study hard..therefore, i skip those unecessary topic isnt a way to study smart??if not??what is study smart??

these days, i also tried to rush my complete notes for strategic management which will be examined on 3rd of novemener..guess what? i managed to fininshed it yesterday...haha..this should motivated myself to continue the second subject...but, today, i dun feel like writing any thing...should i punish myself with this attitude??but really lazy, how to do it?if i dun do it now, then i am gonna have time constraint again.."sui yue bu liu ren' this chinese proverb best descirbe my current situation..so, after finished this blog, i really should continues with my second subject...

But, i have even more thing to do today and tomorrow...which cannot allocate extra time for my second subject and a bring home exam need to be done before 6th of november..furthermore, 3rd of nov have one exam and follow by 6th of nov another exam coming...i know i can complete this on time...the ultimate problem was i dun like the way i rush myself to work against the clock..although this can help me in my future, but i hate doing something which will never result in positive manner.. at least give my some allowances or reward la..so that, i wont feel demotivated...

waiting for my baby fininshed class, after class then have to go city buy cake for my housemate. Cos, my two hot, sexy and cute housemate spoiled the dish washer...really dun know how they spoiled the machine..should go back and ask clearly...sum up, its a tiring day for me and SIENZZZZ.....

clement liaw___

06 - 09 - 2009 Count down-ing for few things which approaches my days...

2009-09-05T20:51:00.000-07:00

1st Countdown for MY birthday (21 days to go)

Haha. My 21st birthday is approaching very very soon... Although i dun know how my birthday is goin to be, but i would treasure my last day until i reach 21 because this is the time to be an official adult. Of cos it has its advantages and disadvantages. Good thing is, i can make decision based on me(although my parent dun bother about my stuff much) and ang pow could be bigger compare to my little bros and sis. bad things could be i cannot act childish anymore...how sad!!!But i am preparing for it, so, Nothing to worry:)

2nd Countdown for Sydney Trip (21 days to go)

Yaya, i will visit sydney on my birthday...looking forward to the place as this is the very first place i fly over for such a long distance from msia to australia ( although i have been in australia for 7 months).. but i will treasure it as my first trip for mylife...No doubt, it is indeed expensive trip...need to fog out so many money for this particular trip...ya allah!!

3rd Countdown for 3 Assingments due (1month to go)

Jesus Christ!!! after my trip, 3 assignments Due! therefore i need to use the remaining 9 days to rush these complicated assignments. and the lecturer is very stingy in giving marks...so, i have to really work into in and make sure i can reach my target... 6 5 5 5...

4th Countdown for asking to leave (Can't forecast)

My house get complaint again..and dun know which stupid asshole made the complaint and issued a letter for us, stating we make excessive noise in the early morning and thrown cigarates butts form the balcony..this Ass hole is consider an inprofessional ppl...Making complaint without evidence and proof..Hey bloody ass hole, rasist plus uncivilised old forks, we did not make anynoise and smoking at all ,ok!!dun force me to grab any chances to slap your mouth..these old ppl always ' jia3 ba4 bo3 si3 zo3'... we try to be kind with you and pls dun do irritating stuffs to us...really sometime feel like punching you..

and Mr. Paul (the edgewater management) guess what? i cant imagine why cant you be such a busybody and like to simply blame ppl. IN conclusion, you are worser than Auntie Betty (my previous unit's management)

5th Countdown for My final year Final Semester Exam (2 months to go)

haiyo, Since dun know when i hate to have exam and my memory is getting worse..bad memories leh...But i will work hard and make sure i pass the exam. Buck Up, man!!!!

6th Countdown for My sister Visiting Brisbane (3 months to go)

Yeah, My sister has confirmed that she will come earlier to Australia and have fun with me....

7th Countdown for My Parent attend for my Convocation (4th months to go)

Dun know if my parent will attend my convo or not..but i do really hope they come..4 years study in order to achive a degree certificates is indeed long and hard. pls confirm with me ASAP la, mama and papa:)

8th Countdown for My Official Graduation (4th months to go)

I really looking forward to my convocation... How is going to be? what to wear? When is the exact date? who is coming? where to get those costume? I WANT IT all!!!hahahahahahah....:)

9th Countdown for going back to my Hometown, Malaysia (5 months and 10 days)

am i going back after my graduation? am i staying in malaysia after graduation? will i still come to Australia again? sometime really 'bu she de' here..i would really miss here...nice place and air..Hey friends, i will be back on 16th Jan 2010...appoinment will be made with you guys and lets come out yamcha...:)

10th Countdown for CNY (6th month and 8 days to go)

cant wait for CNY and have reunion with my Big Family...hope this time we can really enjoy CNY 2010..bad luck will never come to us again... "enuff of suffering" --peace--

11th Countdown for working Life........

Yeh, last countdown for my working life...where to have job is still under consideration.. alternative is to continue my master...haha

Negative thinking

2009-08-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

few days ago was very encouraged by her for not going to be so negative thinking..tried to lead my own to the extent..however, only 3 days, it made myself demotivated again...realise this semster is even hard to fight..just because this is my last semester so i have to control all these..all group members like to do their own way..after discussion then say bye..how to pass up a good assignemnt?its really time constraint..no time at all to do these stuff..beside assignment and going to class, i have to work 2 days and only two days can taken my whole day..so, where got time to revise my work? i need time time time...although heard so many advises..and of cos those advises is "you can do it", come on it isnt tat bad or whatever...but you know, i hate to be controlled by all these stupid stuff..working, studying, sleeping, travelling from my place to uni and work place... everyday the same..how annoying?

these few days had making up my mind..one more month then i am going to stop my current job...just cannot bare with the boss attitude and everyday wake up at 7am, thats is horrible...so that i can have time to start my assigment..imagine 14 assessments to complete in 2 months time,is killing ppl ok..

in conclusion.., i am just not satisfy with my current life..y thinking about this?cos i like to compare and i like to think in negative...so,in order to prevent this problem..i need to start a new life again..with a challenging new life..and remember nothing can be done just in 3 days...

Presents for me, mummy and Ahyi

2009-06-25T21:24:00.001-07:00

Guess What?i bought something for myself and my dearest mummy and auntie..you know, i really start fallen in love wtih Brisbane life..all branded bags and stuffs are so cheap until eyes also dropped out..unbelievable it was so cheap, inexpensive and affordable...wakaka~~

My new ESPRIT bag bought from Harbour Town..it cost me only 34AUD..haha..how can you expect a esprit bag cost you a 68MYS?impossible rite??so i bought it...:)

Next, we went to brisbane city(Queenstreet mall) "hang gai"...then we passed by GUESS (???) shop...it was all 50% discount in all items..we faster ran in and grabbed whatever thing we want...this shirt is 54AUD..after 50% discount, i only need to pay for 27AUD..again how can you expect this??haa...

Then i acced ting went to female area..and all the wallets are discount too..then i grabbed 2 wallets for my mum & ah yi....this wallet cost me 24.5AUD after discount

This wallet is for my ah yi..69AUD after discount only sold at 34.5AUD...

another upset thing

2009-06-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

Do you believe those drama which you always watched at home can actually turn out to be a real life experience? Yeah, my family is the good example for that...it was really horrible..it was just like a dream..a dream which i never thought it will come to a real life..Sometimes really curious about that..7 years of suffering why still cannot be solved?who's gonna stop this miserable war?me??just because i am the eldest son then have to solve the family problem??i know there are so many friend out there very concern about my stuff..but how to really stop this war??i knew the solution..but it just impposible to make it..i have no idea how to actually obtain those thing...angel angel..pls lead me the path...cos its really suffer for a 7 years of war...

sometimes i really think this can be really solved no matter how hard is it..but my self esteem always spoiled by me..studying management still dunnoe how to manage my own stuff..really bastard..but when i go back to my problem...think back..i did mange my thing well..is just that my luck wasnt good compare to others..i knew the philosphy.."ren bi ren qi shi ren"...but it just poop out from my mind..i cant judge myself without comparing with others...

for you: thanks for the console and encouragement...i hope what you told me will really be coming true..now i suffer so much, next decade, i will be stronger and solve these stupid problem....

lastly, i hope:
1) Daddy, bad luck all goes away
2) Mummy, dun always suffering
3) Liaw Zi Yun, hope you dun lie about your decision
4) Liaw Chin Ee, you were the only one who wont dissapoint me
5) Liaw Ming min, be a good girl and studying hard

Complaint~~

2009-04-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

“SILENT IS GOLDEN”...Oh~ this words sound so familiar... Yeah, Bk you are right. This is the sentences you know since form 2... Why do I care this word so much?? Because we have received so many complains at our apartment..We made so much noise at the early in the morning...And this had caused all the resident could not sleep...We received the 4th complain today...And it made my mood seriously down… y did we make such a noise so much?? Are we not controlling our voice at all?? Or we just bloody childish and did not think of the resident whether they were sleeping?? Or we just did whatever we like to do?? Come on man, you have already grown up, y still do such a stupid freaking stuff and make people dislike you…do you think it is okay for you to continue such a way??I bet you will never feel the moment we got scolded and you still doing whatever stuffs there...Friend, consider your voice please...This is not kidding...We will really being kicked out if you still dun mind this as a problem...

Diagram 1 : Complained by the secretary of the body Corporate

Diagram 2 : Complained by the resident

DO YOU KNOW THE WORD “Volunteer”? I bet you didn’t know because you just blooding not consider about other people...Stop act like you don’t know anything...Because it will make our friendship become worse…When people cares you a lot and please care back?? Being a friend means that you have to help each other, you are not just doing your own way and pretending you are not in a group Because I dun want to lose you, my friend.So, from today, think of us and think of yourselves then we will have a better day in Australia..Ok?? J So let’s just work hard for our Studies...Graduates togetherJ

THEME PARK - Movie World - Warner Bro's 2

2009-04-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

WARNER BROS MOVIE WORLD

This is the first time i went to Gold coast..although we were not going to the beach, but the theme park really gave me a lot of experinces..is like the MOVIE cartoon is all in the themepark..lets go and have a look...check it out:)

Long Queue at the main entrance.. we took about 45 minutes in order to get into the theme park.You know why so many people queing up there??cos there is a promotion which you need to pay just only AUD69, and you could enter into three themepark, which is movie world, sea world and wet and wild..we only mange to go two, cos its really tired..

Yeah~~Finally, we entered to the theme park..Before that, a group photo taken from my friend..KENNY, thanks a lot:)

This roller coaster represent the Superman - Escape- This really nice la..it speeds from the beginning until the end..chew~it unlike malaysia one..tolong la..really need to escape..haha:)

This is SHREK House..Wakao..all green..i like this cos it not only seelingthe souvenir at the same time, a 4D movie just right beside this shop..its about shrek too..4D man..got water effect, the chair is movable, very unique la...:)

YO~~Mr. Batman...having a long queue then only got a photo with him..Actually want to play the jumping building like Genting highland one, but due to time constrait, we give up that:(

Harry Potter house..it sells a lot of dolls inside..

More photo about harry potter pls, visit my facebook:)

Introduce to you the roller coaster for Scobby Doo themed Spooky..I think you should really try this out..because you cant imagine how the roller coaster being established..cos it slipped from behing instead of slipping facing right in front you..cool~:)

Next, i dun know what the cartoon is..but a lady is acted here and start to seduce the guys..their wife is kinda crazy when they saw her husband is being seduced by this lady..was she called MARIA??

Taking photo with the acrobatics man who was playing car racing..actually intended to put the video up here but due to patent rights i cant..so, if have chance coem find me and then i show you guys:)

That's funny man..because we couldnt find a barber shop which only cost you 10sen..thats impossible anymore..Kenny's Saloon~~hahahaha~~

RUN~~Ahh...acting!!it was just a fake bulding.. it was drawn by somebody..like this:)

Sad, easter break is finishing soon and i only manage to make my trip with friend twice..reason is because not enough money...haha~~next time when i earn my money, i will come here again for sure..Movie World..WAIT FOR ME...:)

Easter Break holiday::Fun yet tired 1

2009-04-18T04:56:00.001-07:00

SEAWORLD

Yeah, we woke up early in the morning and take the long trip to Gold coast, SeaWorld..From left Xiao Qian, Jing Ting, ME and Huey Huey(AhLing)

In Front of the Main Entrance..From Outside maybe you dont think is enjoyable..but its totally the opposite, there are a lot of things to explore and play..one of the roller coaster we were playing in seaworld called jet rescue..its really cool..refer to my facebook..there are more photo there..:)

This is dunno what la..you see then you know they were trying to make pyramid...one shot they made it..cool ya...got chance you all come and visit..:)

Haha...its sea lion..she is smart man..she did whatever the owner ordered to..fish will be awarded after eveything done...:0

Next, a nice show ever in seaworld...7 Dolphins were in the manmade sea..they performed so many pattern which you cant do(OF COURSE)haha...

Big Shark in Shark Bay..its really big bitch!!!

This Stupid Sting ray was smiling..but i dun y it smiles like that..but it actual look is like that la...:)

A blue color statfish at the shark bay side..i touched it..beside the star fish was a Xiang ya Bang..

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life is like what he said..

2009-04-12T09:15:00.000-07:00

My attitude towards death is best expressed by Steve Job's commencement speech at Stanford.

"No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.... Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."

**end of speech*

My friends

2009-04-07T08:47:00.000-07:00

Missing my friend at JB..although we always chat online, but i really miss the day we were hanging out together..ah biao, bistro, al-salam, Hai San Yuan, Danga Bay, Thaiclub, old town coffee shop, Mian Zhou, Mat dou lou,and lot lot of places..these are the places we hang out together le..hahah..how can you find a group who can chat the whole night, talk other ppl gossip, eat non-stop everywhere and act stupid thing together..if you really can find this gang..probably you would have think that your life really filled with so many coloour..i really miss the time, so pei and bu,do you??:)

Ya, this is my best friend, from left ah bu, pei and me..as you can see, the shop behind us is al-salam..this is one of the place we went and had chat the whole night..our top record, 9.00 pm to the next day 7am in the morning...geng or not??thats really lots of topic to talk..we just cant stop it!!!haha..this photo is taken at 5am in the morning..but we still never felt tired...crazymanz!!:)

This photo is taken at KL, Pavilion..if you dun know, these is a huge shopping complex at sungai wang area..Miss the day too..~~:)

Next, photo taken with ah bu at a place called lunar bar, located at KL also..the place was really nice and high class..you can see a great view from the top floor and the most intersting thing is, from far you can also see genting highland with a small dot..its really nice.

My birthday celebration at Kinshahi..never expected they will celebrate with me..thanks for your t-shirt as well as underwear ya..i like it a lot..nice food too~~:)

I know how much you guys miss me..no doubt, i miss you guys too...:) the photo really show how you guys miss me...i am touched..haha..pls forgive me with the editing..cos i am really bored at Australia...:)

This is the inspiration of Demon..i also created one for my own..but you guys' Pic are the worst..

Do pei look like a butcher??is like a girl with a big mouth and with two dark eye brown..like it, pei??yeah there are another 2 moles at your eyes and mouth..haha..

Ah bu le is like Ru2 Hua1...a nice hairband is designned..with one side eye shadow..few nose hair is drawn but dunno you saw it??mole is bigger than pei de..the mole got hair too..hope you like it,bu...:)

Furthermore, we used to play something which you guys wont do..we like to bet(DA2 DU3) like whether you dare to do something which is impossible..for example, standing at the most crowed place and scream MERDEKA 7 times(as Tunku Abdul Rahman did it during malaysia independent day). Of cos, until now, no one would dare to do..cos it is really embarrassing..we really like to bet many thingss..just that, i dunno how to express myself here..

Another things we used to playn is we like to assume like if.......(this happen), then.......(what would you do) For example, if give you RM100,000 , would you dare to go the strange ppl there and say your hair is ugly all sort of things...of cos we neva dare to do also...cos we will really get beaten by the person. its really funny la.. haha..But now, i only can imagine that..cant even meet them at all..:( sad..

Lastly, two of you will be facing final Examination soon..therefore, i hereby wishing you two have a lucky day in your final...score high mark in every subjects..i will pray for you guys here de..good luck ya..:)

Bing kun liaw, aka ah piak!

Raining

2009-04-01T21:50:00.000-07:00

Woke up this morning at 7am, the wheather was different with other days..the sky was dark and it rains heavily..the wind is strong, rain dropping continuosly.. and you can imaging how the rain was" ////////"(this decribe the rain dropped when the wind was blowing)....-_-!!!is 3 past 1 afternoon and i am very frustrating about today when i was going to uni for my services marketing class...

This is the normal day in australia..nice and comfortable when you standing at the balcony....:)

But today is like kanasai!!you cant even enjoying looking at the beautiful view once you woke uo from your sleep..the sky was filled with a lot of haze..it's really dark..make me moody too...~~:(

Even looking at citycat(Air train) also sien...:( hahaha...

and you know la, it was a frustrated thing when you woke up early in the morning and you got to choose what you want to wear to school...of cos no choice, i decided wear short,jacket then go....

In order not to make my converse and NIKE shoes get wet, then i also decided to wear slipper..mana tau..it's even worse..both of my legs get wet and stick with a lot of grasses and leafs on my shank as well as my feet..really F***!!

even my bao bei (Zink Bag) also wet wet le...so pityful oh...next time i will use another bag when rain...hahaha~~

That's fine, i have a funny thing want to show you guy...

this is my UMBREALLA...As you can see, my unbrealla is in good condition before i go out..

after coming back to QUT..it spoiled like this..kemek ready...

And hor, when i was walking from my UNI to Bus station( it needs 20minutes in order to reach the destination)..a huge wind was blown and my umbrealla was like become a curve...is totally upside down...and it repeat 4th times..so many ppl laughing at me...especially WANG JING TING..but huey ling and her's one also occured..i laugh at them also...this call "en jiang chou bao" haha..

finally, i reached home..and just hope that i can have a good rest...cos having a mild sick now..just afraid will get worse...

Clement Liaw,

2nd April 2009

3.35pm

new life get started~starting~starts~~

2009-02-16T04:45:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time i neva update my blog.currently in australia now. feelings are so different from malaysia..maybe because of the weather..sometimes it hot like roasting a chicken, sometime it does feel cold too. but luckily i dun fall sick.First time taken long distance flight is so horrible..the airconditional doesnt work properly..i feel very uncomfortable.after 7 hours flight,finally i reached here..of cos, i couldnt understand the language they spoke to me..it is fast and very slang. i tot i can understand their mother tougue but nope!!its totally the opposite of my thought..it really sad~hah..but well i hope i can survive here..travelling 42 days here, i have taken so many pictures..from my lovely family until the day i reached here, with friends and my baby :)

International sign~ nah!!haha...cool man~

My farewell with my cousins and sisters...i am sure i gonna miss them ...:)

this little boy sure will forget me de:)

Finally, reach the day i taken flight:

Eventhough my mum didnt acc me to the airport, but i know she will miss me lotz lotz.. she even cried when i leave...:)

My dad on the right, followed by chin ee, choon how, me, my eldest sister, and suching...

IN THE FLIGHT:

The picture taken in the flight. The light was great as it keep flashing with different colors.:)

Yu hang..will be sharing room with him..38 yet cares us alot..haha..yu hang, am i saying wrong?

In the flight..exiciting and happy while taking this flight..but inner is not exactly express on my face...~~

food in the Etihad flight..nice ma??

Remote control in the etihad flight...

Reaching and waiting for the airport pick up...the auntie was very firce..she makes my first day in AUS worse!

The first place we visited is Riverside:

We spend AUD2.90 for daily transports. you can either take bus, train, or city cat(ferry).it costs you the same...

Far view from Riverside

taken after city cat.

Here got pasar pagi too..but is in the evening.

Next station South bank..

Here has a man-made beach..there are lots of people here...so corowed....

After walking so many hours, we took a drink..Energy bar is the shop..this watermelon cost me 4.5AUD...

From far you can see a colourful bulding...that's Brisbane's Casino..For you info, 18 and above are allowed to go in..unlike Malaysia...

Look..it looks like the eyes on Malaysia..should we call EYEs on Brisbane??haha~~

Baby and I at the man-made beach...

The nite view of brisbane city...

After a whole day trip, finally can go back home..taking City cat..

Australia has IKEA too..but interstingly they pronouce IKEA as "AI KIA"...funny hor~~

we Spent AUD2000 here..SWEAT~

Next trip, we went to DFO, the place where can get cheaper stuff...

12 people going and all of them including me wearing sunglasses..haha..action~

This is the Brisbane's Casino, we took Pictures and waiting for our friend in front of the Casino..

Nite view, in front of Casino..we went to Pancake house for our dinner...

Huey ling's birthday, we celebrate with her..she need to complete several task before we sing birthday song to them...:)

Going to my Uni lo~~

This is the bus station where i usually drop and take...

This is a small portion of my UNI..

Even my UNI has water machine...haha:)

so many food hor..we spent AUD 120 on those stuff..expensive ma??

Finally, is my house...

My room

The weather is getting cold as autumn is approaching soon. this is my 2nd month in Brisbane. it seems fast but i am struggling everyday..another 9 months will be finished my studies..hope can enjoy the life in Brisbane without any obstacles.. i really hope that..may god bless me....a lot photos will be uploaded in few weeks time..i will update as soon as possible..:)

>>Release<<

2008-09-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

Stop playing fool in front of me..Do you really think it is funny? stop it..stop torturing me..i neva done anything wrong..pls give me a better life..i have enough of things to worried and settled..pls give me a better way to step out..i need to breath..things have been occured in this semester i hope to release it here and i wish it is the better way to do this...

it was a sunday at night, i am on my way back to INTI. Suddenly my housemate called..During that time, i was wondering why he will call me and i guess it should'nt be a good news, so i picked up the phone. Yes, i got it strike, he suspected me that i stole his money in his room. He asked me whether i got took his money or not. if i have taken, he asked me to admit and tell him.he will settle in a good way. How will i take plp's money without permission?? i have my self disipline also. I wont take plp's money. Although i have shortage in money, but i will not take plp's money just like that.. i can get it from my parent when i dun have money and why have to steal yours money.Y cant he just believe me that i did not take his money.. His eyes has told me that, I am the theif in the house..but i did not do that..and he just lost 100++, but in my case i have losted more than 270 and i did not tell anybody about it. who more pitful then??think plp's feeling before you ready to talk..it will really hurt plp's heart..

Friend..What is friend??and what is best friend??can you define to me?? yes, i have many friends, but who is my real friend?i do not know. Cos i have seen a lot of cases that friends are so selfish..first, my case, all of my friend will just care for themselves only. they WILL NOT show their helping hand to you. Because what they are thinking is saving themselves are more important than saving others..FRIENDs, if you have this kind of thought inyour mind, you are really selfish..Next time, when i decided to show my helping hand for you, you will just make me reflect of what you have did to me and it is the turn you get suffer. So, treat nicely to plp first before you wanted plp to help you..

But someone really treat me very nice. she cares a lot. she gave me whatever she can. She will neva mumbling for what i have done..this really called a kind person. But the only bad thing she has will be, the level of jealousy are higher than others plp. all she will do this to me is because she dun want herself to be ignored. and i understand..Because of you, i started to be kind and be hardworking in everything i do..but, plp would need to have time to release their stress and pressure, so sometime when i did something wrong pls forgive me, cos the family matters have push me into certain extent.hope you will understand..

but, someone at the same time control me like nobody..i hate YOU to complain everything to me. the reason i could not make it is because i dun wish to do it. and i hate you to force me to do anything. Dun control me. i am human and a 20 years old adult. i have my freedom to do anything i want. So, stop interupt my life..Go on with your life..

i have face a lot of problem in my family already..can you all pls dun make so much of thing to torture me anymore?it is not a game..it really makes plp cry and sad..i want a happy life but not being bullied.. can you guys help me?? My birthday is approching soon..i would like to make few wishes here..

1. I want my life to be better, great and meaningful.
2. I dun want to get bullied by anyone.
3. I want many friends that is kind to me and treat me nicely.
4. Dun force me to do things that i dun want to do.
5. I need a friend who can really listen to me when i am sad.
6. and lastly, i want to have unlimited wishes, so that i can solve a lot of my problems.

08.08.08

2008-08-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

No doubt..it is 08 august 2008 today..wake up very early at 10am today just want to go library and study for my HRM but i did not mange to study but day dreaming there..just dun feel like studying cos at nite, 6.30pm, we decided to watch Olympic together. so we wait under 6.30 and go to lecture theather room and wait for the opening ceremony to start.

Unfortunetly, i did not watch olympic at all.. the china association's comittee cheat me..INTI does not subscribe the channel and i waited there for 2 hours without seeing any thing..fuck~ then after 8.09pm, we left the place..really boiled at that time..i waited for so long just want to watch the show begin cos i have never watched this type of opening ceremony in my life before..i wasted another time again...the moment we sent kevin they all back, mana tau, all the people who were eating their dinner at kopitiam, are wacthing there..we forgot that, those places also got..really damn.....

they really waste my time la..i might as well study until 6.30 then go back sleep better..BTW,My final really coming ready..i am so nervous..i will do my best and wont let my parent disappointed..although i hate to have 5 subjects in 4 days but i will try my best de..i will learn to be more open minded.. thinking of the positive side rather than the negative...you can do it, Bing Kun~~

Not fair to me

2008-07-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

Already don’t know how to express myself anymore.Why is this world be so unfair? How come those people who are not serious in work can simply get something easily, but me, has to go through so many miserable period of time? I have learnt not to be as bad as b4 and I have changed all my bad habit into good one, but I still cannot gain something which I desired the most?

Time goes really fast, my entire friend planned to go Australia ready, but I can’t. Everyone there is so happy to talk about Australia, but I have to act like I can go there and start to prepare with them. But at the same time, I also have to remind myself that, it might have higher possibilities that might not be going there. My fear and sadness have overwhelming. I really don’t know how to plan for myself.

Something which has reflecting my mind many times, since I worked so well for my studies just because of wanting to go to Australia. If I realize, I couldn’t go Australia, what am I go to be? Will I be lazy like before during secondary school time? Or just give up my study and go for work? Although. XXX told me how if he can’t afford me to go for Australia? And I always say never mind, let’s find the other college and settle down there. But do you know? My tears are bleeding inside my heart? I work so hard just to go there but ultimately, I couldn’t achieve my goals. Advices for everybody, if your family is rich, please treasure the time when you go abroad to study. Because, a person like me cannot go Australia are so desperate of going there but due to financial problem. i really envy you guys~~

I think is time to be brave and endure everything that it might face to me...

Orientation Night- Dazzling Palace

2008-07-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

Yea...This is the new updates for the Orientation Night may session 2008-Dazzling Palace on the 2nd of July 2008..Perhaps everyone has looking forward with the picture right?? Here we go:

Actually there are a lot of pictures need to put it up here. Due to i have no time to select the best photo, i will just simply upload few photos here and to satisfy my friend..haha

First of all, what i should say?? I am quite pity for the participants cos they practiced until 5am in the morning,very late..and still have to gather up on time at 12pm on the 2nd of july(Orientation night) to have make up and hair styling..these are the picture:

Introduce to you first. This is M3 Rex. He likes to dance very much. He is a great breaker among the participants..scroll down and see whether he nominated in finalist or not:)

Next, This is F6 Manisha...

Haa~~this is our pretty boy called Sky(M2).. I tot he might be someone who from penang or upper part in Semenanjung Malaysia..mana tau, he is from my home town, Johor Bahru..think back, no wonder, Johor Bahru always produce handsome boy,haha..:) He is the Mr. Photogenic 2008 for this semester o'nite.not bad~~

This is F2 Shi Qian...is a potential cat walker. But not enuff shaking her buds as i told her thousand of times..hihi..Look at this hair, she sat there for more than 2 hours la..i have been waiting there until hungry..starvation which she gave me..

Next, he is M6 Zhang Liang, a guy from china..learning a lot of funny words from him like sa bi, bi hu de ma, ni nao dai jing sui le and etc. Not bad, he is the Mr. Congeniality for this semester o'nite.

This is a super skinny participant named Ivy Khoo.. when looking at her legs, you will worry that her leg break anytime and anywhere.. Takut takut..she is miss Congeniality for this semester too.

Well, this is Vanessa(F4) mongolian but growing up in the US..so what should call her??haha...her english is so good,perfect~~ pity her also as she was sick that night..i like her talent very much...

this guy called chua(M3).he used to act a lot of pose which we cant expect.. see, two of them acting again...there must be someone asking them to act like that... who are you??? ha~~

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the whole afternoon was so busy...all of them are waiting for the show begin..let's go out and see what's happening outside...check it out...:)

While waiting for the night begins:

The longest queue ever in inti..this is the only night in inti which having a long queue but not other events...so, for those who viewed this blog, you must be remembered that orientation night is the grandest event in INTI..

Finally, the show begins..VIP enter into MPH..there was me(Advisor) and Dr. sia, accompanied by tadika children..

Followed by the previous Mr.Inti (Mir) and Miss Inti (Shalini)

Peview part, designed by stanley. The originator of Orientation night.i like this very much..you guys like it??

These are the photo during the show:

Finally, is the time to release the result. The winner was Handsome Chua and pretty Vanessa. the prize was RM 200 for each winner, a hamper, one month free serves net at cc, and also RM150 voucher from a spectacles shop.

Conclusion: It is a good memory to keep in mind that we have achieved our goals.. Orientation night finally end of the show..Thank you for all the committee..i appreciated it a lot.

The top management for Social Board and orientation night

From the left: Jing Ting(Vice Chairperson 2), Kevin ( Vice chairperson 1), Huey ling(Organizing Chairperson), Clement (Advisor)

Of cos we wont forget you Dixon.. Our next 13th INTIMA Social Board Committee..

Kevin(Chaiperson) and Dixon (Vice chairperson)
Aja aja fighting~~~

This is my last orientation night in INTI, it brought me a lot of unforgetable memories..i will miss you guys very much..is my pleasure to organised event with you guys..:)

and again,useless~

2008-07-13T21:40:00.000-07:00

What happenned to me??i tot this is the easiest semester that i would have(although taking 5 subjects), but i still face the same problem...how come there must be a subject which gives me the highest pressure?? no matter how i study well, the result still very low... is it my method of studying already wrong?? but how come my other subjects does not face the problem??

I know, finance is not in my field, therefore, i put a lot of effort in this particular subject.. somehow,the result is not what i expected.. The theory of expectancy tells me the truth..My result is inequity... how can it be so hard..i have been reading reading and reading..but it does not comes to my mind...i know this subject is very important to everyone as finance help us a lot in the financial market but i believe that experience bring us through this.. why you wanna ask a marketing people to study all this??i dun want to take this subject...help me....i am so sacred...

nobody will understand my fear...cos i really dun understand finance...and i dun know how to study finance anymore...i also discovered something on myself, my ability of memorize thing is getting worse...whatever i have studied keep going out from my mind...i dun want this to happen to me...who can solve this problem for me???

everytime, i promise myself to study well for my exam, but when opened the book, my eyes start tired and felt sleepy...why??why can't i just study well??? who can help me in this again??
of course there is a lot of people telling me the solution, but it doesnt cure.. i want everything just absorb to my mind easily and faster, who can help me with this again??NO...the answer is NO,NO,NO...always NO... i hate this feeling...

well, since no one can help, at last, i still have to study with myself..cos everyone here is so selfish..there will not show their concern and assistance to you...final examination is nearer, LBK, your life coming back again..go library to study..otherwise nobody can help you le...Cheers up..no use hating yourself, no use blaming yourself..this is the path way you chosen and you should face it...do your own schedule and start working hard from NOW..

and finally, i love being myself....

Stupid Doctorate~~

2008-07-06T09:59:00.000-07:00

huh~ just want to write something that make me feel boiled for 5 days until now...and i think this is the path way for me to let off...

as everyone knew, onite had just passed for 5 days, and of cos i knew that this event bring a lot of dissatisfaction and boredness to the entire INTI students.. although this event were so 'bad', but please acknowledge the effort and tiring from us(Social Board team members)~~ ..who dun want to organise an event that let all the INTI student to have fun?? of cos i want..

I accepted everyone leave bad comments to me but not criticizing~~i hate the person who critisicing about my event not even worth one sen..how can she complaint from the beginning until end of the show and i couldnt enjoyed my last orientation night in INTI at all... ok, what she complaint about was why so many chinese performances?? why no others international students come to perform??do you think it is very easy for us to find performances?? have you ever know how toilsome is my committees?? we did find international student to perform but nobody wants... this old lady were too much~~she keep complaining to my committee that my event is the worst compare to last sem~~how can you talk this to everyone?? do you know the level of position?? you can tell me your resentful to me or either the oc or vocs...but not the my committe which only has a little tiny power.. she might never been studying management b4, that's why...

nevermind, this is just the beginning of the story..asking her to have price giving to the Mr. and Miss INTI participant, she doesnt want to go up...in the end i get scolded by the head of SAO again..why got this kind of people?? not only that, she went and told the entire JPA students that oreintation night didnt bring the real culture of the show to the new students..Since you are so clever, come and organise the same event as we do la..see how will be going on..(your INTI Carnival was not that well also)...aiya, she really make me feel very dissapointed this time..dun talk about her le la..tiring of typing and wasting my time here...

In conclusion, who do you think you are?? you are just a Dr. holder.. dun think you are really proffessional...i can be better than you do~~ ******

Introduction about me and my life..

2008-07-03T22:09:00.000-07:00

First time writing blog of myself.. what should i write about?? (",)well, i am Clement Liaw, 19 years old, born in Malaysia, Johor Bahru. Currently, studying in INTI International University College. I am an Australian Degree transfer student, taking double major in Marketing and Management. The chairperson of 12th INTIMA Social Board too and going to retire soon. Haha~~. Life in INTI is getting very bored as all my friends are leaving soon. All the younger people is stepping into this college, slowly,i become a senior here.How should i say? is kinda old yet very active person..hee~

But never mind, ultimately, it still has something which can motivate me. This is my second last semester here.. i can finish my 2nd year degree soon..Althought, one shot taking 5 subjects(Hard like hell), but i hope i can still enjoy the life in INTI.. I really hope can making more friends here..joining more activity which i desire very much.. especially dancing..But the sadness thing is, all my friend are so 'cacat', they dont know how to dance..:( where can i further my hobbies?? Hip hop , modern dance, pop-ing, break dance??all gone:(

anyway, is good that being a chairperson of social board..two days before just finished my orientation night..The winner was handsome Chua and pretty Vanessa.. they are all i expected..this event really make me felt like dying cos neva sleep properly for two days..anyway the photo for orientation night will be uploaded in here soon..so, be passion and wait for my pic..haha~~i think tah's all about it, just come over here and wait for my update gua..i will be going to put my last memories in INTI in this few month..so, enjoy~~ (",)