Date: 26th October 2009, Monday
Time:4.00pm
Weather: bad weather yet not rain
Emotion: sad yet a bit happy
After seeing these, again, you know what i want to express myself today ...To sum up, i felt so complicated these days. the same problem occured to me.. No matter how hard i tried, in the end, assignment still on the average and it needs final examination to boost up my final mark...haiyo, feel like hanging myself on the ceiling.(of cos i wont). Because i still want to attend my graduation on december...:)
I know i shouldnt expect much for my marks, but at least i should set a little expectation on myself ma..so that, compare to those lazy bum, i have face to faced my outcome..didnt you think so?Except thinking these silly thing, i also felt that, i am a weirdo person.i want to achieve high mark but dun want to put so much effort and try to find short cut for myself..But, people always thought me to study smart not study hard..therefore, i skip those unecessary topic isnt a way to study smart??if not??what is study smart??
these days, i also tried to rush my complete notes for strategic management which will be examined on 3rd of novemener..guess what? i managed to fininshed it yesterday...haha..this should motivated myself to continue the second subject...but, today, i dun feel like writing any thing...should i punish myself with this attitude??but really lazy, how to do it?if i dun do it now, then i am gonna have time constraint again.."sui yue bu liu ren' this chinese proverb best descirbe my current situation..so, after finished this blog, i really should continues with my second subject...
But, i have even more thing to do today and tomorrow...which cannot allocate extra time for my second subject and a bring home exam need to be done before 6th of november..furthermore, 3rd of nov have one exam and follow by 6th of nov another exam coming...i know i can complete this on time...the ultimate problem was i dun like the way i rush myself to work against the clock..although this can help me in my future, but i hate doing something which will never result in positive manner.. at least give my some allowances or reward la..so that, i wont feel demotivated...
waiting for my baby fininshed class, after class then have to go city buy cake for my housemate. Cos, my two hot, sexy and cute housemate spoiled the dish washer...really dun know how they spoiled the machine..should go back and ask clearly...sum up, its a tiring day for me and SIENZZZZ.....
clement liaw___
