Do you believe those drama which you always watched at home can actually turn out to be a real life experience? Yeah, my family is the good example for that...it was really horrible..it was just like a dream..a dream which i never thought it will come to a real life..Sometimes really curious about that..7 years of suffering why still cannot be solved?who's gonna stop this miserable war?me??just because i am the eldest son then have to solve the family problem??i know there are so many friend out there very concern about my stuff..but how to really stop this war??i knew the solution..but it just impposible to make it..i have no idea how to actually obtain those thing...angel angel..pls lead me the path...cos its really suffer for a 7 years of war...
sometimes i really think this can be really solved no matter how hard is it..but my self esteem always spoiled by me..studying management still dunnoe how to manage my own stuff..really bastard..but when i go back to my problem...think back..i did mange my thing well..is just that my luck wasnt good compare to others..i knew the philosphy.."ren bi ren qi shi ren"...but it just poop out from my mind..i cant judge myself without comparing with others...
for you: thanks for the console and encouragement...i hope what you told me will really be coming true..now i suffer so much, next decade, i will be stronger and solve these stupid problem....
lastly, i hope:
1) Daddy, bad luck all goes away
2) Mummy, dun always suffering
3) Liaw Zi Yun, hope you dun lie about your decision
4) Liaw Chin Ee, you were the only one who wont dissapoint me
5) Liaw Ming min, be a good girl and studying hard
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